Well, no I lost 9 months of digital pictures I took ;;_;; Getting back the anime stuff hasn't been so bad though, I just sometimes need to ask for upload.
I always thought the knife was some sort of family heirloom/display piece he grabbed off a table after Genbu sent him flying. ^^;; Though I admit now after watching the picture drama I wonder how true the version of events from Stage 0 are since the Lelouch and Nunnally bits with the Ashfords are the same o_O (in which case Suzaku did mean to commit patricide but it was to save Lelouch and Nunnally)
I think Lelouch is extremely guilty about Euphie, I think he hated having to kill her, much like I think he would hate to have to kill Suzaku. I mean it's very telling that when he was on his bring down Britannia rampage in 24, he set up Suzaku to get caught in a trap where he would be taken prisoner, rather than even considering killing him outright. But I guess I don't really see guilt over Clovis tearing him up. To me, Lelouch sort of has two groups of people in his mind, those that matter to him and uhh those who don't. Losing those who don't or even killing them himself is something he is prepared to do, hurting those in the other kills him on the inside.
Personally, whether he meant to do it or not, the picture drama just further cements to me the guilt Suzaku feels. The very fact it is implied Suzaku felt at 10 there he had no chance for happiness and redemption, wow it's just painful.
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I always thought the knife was some sort of family heirloom/display piece he grabbed off a table after Genbu sent him flying. ^^;; Though I admit now after watching the picture drama I wonder how true the version of events from Stage 0 are since the Lelouch and Nunnally bits with the Ashfords are the same o_O (in which case Suzaku did mean to commit patricide but it was to save Lelouch and Nunnally)
I think Lelouch is extremely guilty about Euphie, I think he hated having to kill her, much like I think he would hate to have to kill Suzaku. I mean it's very telling that when he was on his bring down Britannia rampage in 24, he set up Suzaku to get caught in a trap where he would be taken prisoner, rather than even considering killing him outright. But I guess I don't really see guilt over Clovis tearing him up. To me, Lelouch sort of has two groups of people in his mind, those that matter to him and uhh those who don't. Losing those who don't or even killing them himself is something he is prepared to do, hurting those in the other kills him on the inside.
Personally, whether he meant to do it or not, the picture drama just further cements to me the guilt Suzaku feels. The very fact it is implied Suzaku felt at 10 there he had no chance for happiness and redemption, wow it's just painful.