Honey, rabid fangirling, which most fangirls DO at one point or another, including me, is no excuse to just screw over the rules of grammar and destroy a language. There is the risk of people thinking you're... a dumb rabid fangirl when you do that. Honestly. It hurts the soul of the 'well written yaoi fanfiction' authors whose fics you're looking for. And without a soul, they'll become empty shells who can't write.
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